Most Wonderful Creature

picture from dig my dog

I have been so depressed when I heard the news that a dog has been hit brutally by a man just because this dog is trying to protect his masters house from this man who's happen to be a burglar and the dog has been so weak after, he can't even stand and walk, his face is so inflammed and his eyes has been blood-filled.

Another news, I have heard is when a security guard somewhere else hits the dog using a golf club, he has been constantly hitting the dog though the dog isn't fighting back and is just staying in the corner receiving this brutal reaction of the security guard and the defense of the guard? he is just trying to avoid the dog because customers of their establishment are being scared as if the dog might bite. yeah! that might be real, but do he have to hit the dog that hard? What if i'll do the same thing to him and I'll just say "I'm trying to avoid him" after? I wonder how he would react.

I always wonder how people could hurt species who can't fight back, is it because we always wanted to be superior in everything. It does not mean that we are human and we are superior beings then we could do anything on things inferior than us. In fact it defines our being human by how we treat things inferior than of us

I admit that I have been so insensitive when I was not yet a pet lover but everything changes when my first pet came. They thought me how to love unconditionally and they thought me that everything in this earth has its own value.

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My Thesis Title Defense

These are my three titles 

I am cramming! I remember that it'll be a day before my thesis title defense and yet I am not prepared. My materials are not yet ready and I don't have any presentations ready yet and aside from that I still have to go to work and right after that will be hours before that defense. Luckily, I have made it but it only gave me only 4 hours to sleep and prepare for work.

I really don't know what'll happen it's just happen the day went away and I can really feel the pressure that day. 

I came in half an hour earlier than my scheduled time and what added my pressure is that my Thesis adviser is not yet there, I am so sad that time because I really wanted to meet this young woman who I have heard a lot of things of, however I am being given a new adviser and this adviser is not so new to me thus, I know that I am in good hands.

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2013 Philippine Election

May 13, 2013 - Monday. It'll be a holiday as this day is the 2013 Philippines Senatorial Election wherein Filipino community have to choose 12 senators to complete the 24 seats in legislature that will be the representatives of Filipinos and will study, pass and implements bill who are beneficial to their countrymen. Aside from senators will also be the Governors and Mayors election in Towns, Cities, Municipalities and Provinces and people who will filled the position will be the one to take care of these people in particular area.

But to tell you honestly, this has been the election that does not have any impact to me. For me, there isn;t any senator that reached my expectations and that I am thinking that nobody deserves to fill that position. There are some of the candidates who I actually thought a very reliable one but not until I knew their real personality after the recent intriguing political event on us e.g. The Chief Justice Impeachment Trial, Anti-Cyber Bullying Act debate, The RH Bill Act debate etc. For me there are some or should I say most of them did not gave what is right for everybody but just what is right for them

Cynthia Villar discriminated blue collar job professionals such as nurses, Nancy Binay does not have any edge at all and experience and so as Grace Poe and Bam Aquino who just hide under their parents or relative's skirts. Chiz Escuderro has been entering show business and is having relationship with a younger actress giving her luxurious thing e.g. a P5 Million worth of watch though he only said on his SALN (Statement of Account on Liabilities and Networks) that he only have P4M in it so where he gets the money then? Richard Gordon, is never been fair he is always pro-foreigners advantages, Alan Cayetano seems to always have black propaganda destroying images of other competitors, JC De los Reyes has always been a newbie and I always wonder why he wanted to jump into a senator wherein he only became a Councilor, Koko Pimentel is like fond of vengeance and I think is only running for some revenge. Bro.Eddie Villanueva, i really don't know why he wanted to enter politics though he does not have any experience at all, yeah he might not be that corrupt but how can he handle us then if he does not have any knowledge at all? I don't know I really don't have any personal pick and this is my opinion.

I was not impress with Party List as well, Ang Ladlad Party List (A party list for lesbian, transgenders, bisexuals and gay community) who had won last time - I never felt their existence. and I am looking forward to Ang Nars Party List however I don't know their platform and if they're for the Nurses rights then why they didn't react to Villar's statement about us? I guess they're just the same with PNA (Philippine Nurses Association)

I love my homeland and I love the Philippines however there are only few people I think will never dissapoint me if I gave them my trust and hopes. but as of now, I cannot see that there will be new beginning for the Philippines if people will not think before they choose the right one for us. Qualification is not being considered and Fame and Trusting them is not enough. they have to be qualified as well. Let us set our standards people, Think intensively.

and at the end of the day, I did not registered for voting as I have mention: none of them meet my standards.

A New Beginning

It has been 8 months since I became a pioneer of my current team at work and aside from my our manager and supervisor we are all newbie we are all 13 then and another 3 was added into the team and it has been our team since then. But since some of us were going there are also somebody coming and the bottom line is that I have been a witness how our current team struggles every month, how our team tried so hard to make it on top and how our team members love and enjoy the company of one another. We are all friends, we are all family.

But nothing is permanent in this world aside from change thus the team that I have been working for almost a year now will be disseminated to other teams; well all teams will be experiencing the same too. We are all 11 and we will be thrown to 3 other teams: 3 of us will remain, 6 will be transferred to one of the top performing. 1 will be transferred to a new team and I (only me) will be thrown to a team wherein everyone is new to each other and I will be with this new team 2 days from now.  

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Disappointed

This Picture was taken in Nasugbu Batangas way back 2011

I don’t know but I feel so disappointed lately with myself, with the people around me and with everything that is about me. It seems like everything that is happening is not right and that disappointment depresses me, I feel so sad every day.

I really thought that this month will be good to me as aside from my Birthday, I started it in a very enjoy way and spend my first 4 days of the month with my favorite place in the Philippines (next to our home) but then after that it seems like everything went wrong.

My first salary of the month is not the one I am expecting and it’s a bit disappointing to see. And then, I was not allowed to join our company summer outing and team building as I have been in a very long vacation and I was asked to stay and facilitate. I also tried to do a perfect attendance without any tardiness and I did my best to that but it seems like destiny does not want to give me a perfect score with it. Our department and team members will be dispersed and shuffle thus I have to socialize again and of course leaving my friends company behind is disappointing plus my friends, I am so disappointed with them as I cannot feel them especially in times of this disappointments in me. I know that the reasons I stated might be so shallow but these pretty little things does mean a lot to me and I am hoping that being with them will help me ease it, unfortunately they’re not there, they’re all too busy and it addends another disappointment in me.

I have been desperate to have fun and I keep on inviting people in facebook I am not that familiar with to go out with me and when everything was set up I just backed out, I thought I wouldn’t enjoy if I am not with the right person/s, so I just stayed at home and spend it with the one of the most loved my dogs.

Last time my boss pulled me and we had a great-job-a-bit-personal conversation and he asked me

“You’ve been late for 3 days, what’s happening?”

I just went mute and later on I answered “I am getting demotivated to come in to work boss”

And he waits for me to tell him why

“I feel so alone… and it makes me so sad” I seriously said, am I too dramatic in this part.

My boss didn’t say a thing about that, he know what I mean and I know he cannot resolve my problem.

While traveling going home, I just thought that: Are these the symptoms of getting old single?

Haix, if that is the reason then that’s a sad thing and that’s another disappointment L