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| from loveMyMuscles |
This month of August has been so harsh to me so far. There are lots of disappointment happenings and I don't know how to stop them and they're still keep on coming.
First day of August I think will be the harshest as I have heard the saddest news of my entire career. I have been working so hard and maintaining my quality performance at work as I know and am very vocal that I wanted to move forward before I reach my 1st year. I am pretty sure that I'll be having the qualifications as I was able to make it and I am even being recognized by bossess of a job well done but as the list has been brought I am not even on one of the candidates for promotion and it really makes me so frustrated and as per the reason: my behavior. I am not frustrated of the people who gave me that disciplinary action, yeah! I admit there are some incidence that I have been so extremely tardy and what makes me so frustrated is the fact that I caused myself a big trouble just because of that shallow thing and puts me in a big disappointment. I have been so emotional after that day. Maybe it's just that, I expect too much.
I thought that my August dilemma will just end that way. But then, my performance has been affected. My scores are getting low - actually extremely and unbelievably low and it seems like it is pulling me never to step forward anymore.
