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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Thesis Problems


Thanks to bubblews
Thanks to dissertationwritinghq





















I can't move with my thesis. It has been Holiday season and everybody seems to be so busy and my schedule won't match so I could work on it. My schedule plus the busy offices makes my work so slow and i guess I cannot accomplish my goal of finishing this by January. Oh My! I wan't this get done ASAP. I wanted to graduate this March.

I am currently on Data Collection and my respondents are Nurses in and out the hospital. Hospital Scheme has always been attainable as we all know there are only few moments in the hospital that you couldn't be entertained as most of the time administrators are there but for non-hospitals? I have to errand with their schedules coming from my stressful work and most of the time they're not always free.

I do expect that it'll be not that easy but I did not expect that to be this hard. I am still wishing that above all the hardships I am having right now especially financially since this Thesis needs a lot of funding.. I will still be able to make it. 

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Merry Christmas Everyone!


Christmas Photo from hdpaperwall
unlike last year... I am now celebrating my 2013 Christmas at home with my love ones. I was given the chance to rest for Christmas and New year's eve this year. Things I never had before and It is not that lively Christmas maybe because we have to socialize with our new family hence I am still happy to spend it in here as nothing is greater than spending your Christmas at home.

I am wishing everyone a HAPPY HOLIDAYS, MERRY CHRISTMAS and WORLD PEACE!!! :)

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Why am I so fiery lately?


photo from theranking

“I noticed that you’ve changed” one of my good friends at work told me after she listened how I interact with one of our customers. This customer won’t listen to me and it makes me so pissed, I am almost exchanging shouts with this customer and became so sarcastic in an instance and after that conversation my friend approaches me and tell me those words.

“What do you mean?” I replied

“Why you so easily irritated lately? Is there something wrong?” she asked

“am I?” I wondered

I suddenly got silent. “Is there something wrong?” I asked myself. I know there is something wrong and I just don’t know what specifically it is. I easily got so annoyed with my boss. I am cramming for my thesis. I am so disappointed with my friends. I am having hardships financially lately. I am pissed with my job performance though I exerted all my efforts in it. I am craving for some rest. There are some small frequent argument between me and my sister. There are a lot of things happened to me lately and most of them are not good. Just as I thought that 2013 will be good to me as it is year of a snake. Just as I thought that it’ll be better because 2012 has been so good to me… But I was wrong. And maybe these are the reasons why there is something wrong with me. The year is about to end but then there are only few good things happened almost all were not.


So I wondered how shall I regain myself then? I tried almost everything but they seem to turn out not so well. 

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Cebu - Bohol Devastation


view of bohol famous chocolate hills
I know that it has been almost 2 months since an earthquake devastated Bohol. It was October 15, 2013 when a 7.2 magnitude earthquake hits these provinces (Cebu and Bohol) and leaves a remarkable disaster and damages.

I feel sorry for what happened to the provinces as we were there just a few months ago when the earthquake came in and I was so amazed with the natural beauty of the place and in fact I considered it as one of the friendliest, peaceful-est and prettiest place I have ever been and yet in just a snap the mother nature could ruin all these remarkable places in the province and I hope that boholenos and cubuanos will still remain their calming, happy and kind attitude that I admire of them.

I am also praying for the fast recovery of these provinces and I just hope that the Philippine government will fast act and courteous as expected and as what is right. 

these are the pic when we were in cebu and bohol
fort san pedro of cebu













view from sagbayan peak at bohol  















and these are the images after the tragedy

photo of newsinfo

picture from infobohol

what happened to the churches by pinoystop

the sto.nino church of rappler




Saturday, November 30, 2013

Yolanda Victims (also known as Super Typhoon Haiyan)


thanks to ladyandhersweetescapes
It has been almost a month since Super Typhoon Yolanda (International Name: Haiyan) hits the central part of the Philippines. It has been so disastrous as it almost swipes the island of Samar, Leyte and other provinces affected and luckily, my province is not that affected.

Filipino people really appreciates that there several countries who express their most generous help, prayers and support to our countrymen but what keeps them disappointing is the unplanned and unorganized system of our government on the relief operation knowing that this does not happen just the first time as there are lots of typhoons and tragedy happened in our country yet it seems like the Philippine Government did not take that as a lesson. Luckily there are other countries and as well as private filipino people always willing to give their help.

This is not to blame the government this is AGAIN, a wake up call to see how unorganized the system is. It is not an excuse that what you are doing is not easy... it is you who wanted to be there, it is you who the people voted and been trusted, It is you they are counting on... so it is your job to lead the ordinary filipino people and hopefully, in a decent, organized, and right way.

Photo of eltorobumingo


and what disappoints me again is that aside from the tragedy happened: These congressmen, Senators, governors and other public official chosen to go to macau, China and watch Pacquai-Rios Fight instead and they are insisting it is their own money they used to go there and so what? This is the time people needs an inspiration to hold on to and why didn't you donate the money you have used instead?

PLEASE KEEP ON PRAYING FOR THE PHILIPPINES not just for the yolanda victims but also for the conscience of these ignorant people. 


Photo by juangreatleap

Photo by philnews

Photo by gmanetwork
 THANK YOU SO MUCH

Friday, November 15, 2013

Busy as Hell!!


I am so happy that I still find time and a way to have at least an update/post for today and I wanna cry for joy now as I have been so busy lately.\

Thanks for the Photo xcitefun
Work is very stressful as usual. It is really so hard to be an associate for personal relation and customer satisfaction wherein there are billions of people in this world who were all different in personalities and it's really that hard to adjust and please them. Thus, in every day scheme I end up going home like I was raped and abused and something...

aside from that stressful job is my ever-stressful Thesis. My goal is to have my final defense at least before the year ends as I wanted to start a brand new year with stress free. However, it seems like things are not falling into place. There are lot of people I need to talk to who were not available and of course I have to adjust to them. My Computer and Laptop got viruses as well so everything was corrupted and I have to send them in the repair center and wait and my 2 weeks were all wasted.

So most of the time, I forgot to finish my thesis because of my friggin' stressful job as I wanted to rest all day long after my shift. So I am so sorry that I was not able to share all my interesting stories in here guys. But don't worry. soon, as I have everything settled you'll be amazed with my new stories and experiences. :)

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Maybe "Being in a Relationship" is not for me


from fredshead
I never been in any relationship before, and whenever my friends heard it they'll tell me "Talaga?" (Really?) is it impossible for people like to never have one... but then after a while they'll just tell me and conclude "Ah, kaya pala..." (No wonder..) and I'll end up asking back "why?" 

I can't even think of a reason why I never been in any relationship though there are some attempts. I've been dating and none of them works and I forgot to ask myself why we never worked?

Just this last August one of my friends set me up for a blind date and of course I am excited coz the blind date has the looks and base on the background of my friend: He seem to be a professional and very serious.

It was a 4 hour date with this person and after the date my friend asked me "How was it?" and I just said "It's okay" yeah! it is just okay but it is not that excited like when I was informed that he set me up for a date. I don't know what happened. I think it is just we are not that compatible. There are things that I don't like and this person do. I don't know.

Then this friend set me up for another date and this time this person and I went to a party. Well I was impressed at first since I am a party go-er but I was disappointed again after that first met as this person would like me to answer his queries if I like him or not.

My friend said that this person like me much (I have a long hair... aha) and beg if we could go for a second date. I forgave him as I thought that maybe we could work the second time around. But then my assumes aren't correct.

after these dates I found out that there is something wrong with myself. There is this thing that there are a lot of things that i dislike in a person and unfortunately I figured it out to them and I assume that we'll never work if they do have those attitude and I know that I am not ready to adjust for them and with that It make me think that I am really not ready to be committed. 

I might not getting younger but I know that If it is really not for me then maybe it is really not... I know that there will come a time wherein i could accept that I have to change for someone who will have me and hold me but for now, I will enjoy staying single and if this person will come then Thanks! :)

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Remember the Night after the Proposal??


Thanks for the Photo larablog
Just last October 23, 2013 (Wednesday) I have written an article about Partying: The Night After our Thesis Proposal as we have succesfully passed our Thesis proposal some weeks ago. After several weeks we decided to meet again and of course it'll lead us to party all night long.

It was actually last Saturday when we decided to party again and since we arrived late as one of our friends has been so busy with his first lovelife, we have to wait for him for so long and since it has been taking him so long we (with my other friend) go first to the club and since it's late, we don't have any chairs to hang with but in the bartenders side. It's too crowdy I'm telling you but that what's makes the night so fun and there are lots of people who were so new. 

I also mentioned on my previous blog entry that I have this not-so-good-encounter with an individual and this night I've seen this guy again. One of my friends (the gay one with the lovelife) keeps on dancing as that what he's up to and this guy is just looking at him. unlike before wherein he approaches him and there the commotion happens but this night is so different the guy is just looking and maybe he is now aware of what happened last time. 

When my friends left and I was left alone somebody grabbed me to dance, I just danced with them as a courtesy but I never stayed that long... They're not my type ahaha but I've been friendly they introduced themselves and I introduce myself as well and they offered me a drink. Then after this casual conversation and I went back to our place, (We've found a table thanks to my thick-face as I make friends to some just to share tables with them aha) this guy approaches me and show a "Peace Sign" and now I know that he is now aware of what happened last time and everything went more formal. he introduced himself and offered me a drink and toast as well. We even met outside and had a small talk and then we (with my friends) left and went to some food stop to have a small chitchat.

Well, at least there are some realization from such person like him who offended others and is willing to reconcile proactively. 



Saturday, October 26, 2013

True Friends are really hard to find

photo of newgrounds
"Asan ka? Tara! Gusto ko uminom..." (Where are you? I wanna go out and get drunk!)

Whenever your friend sent u message like this or similar to this well then, most probably you friend is in deep sad situation wherein they needed someone to talk to. They might be sending this frequently but haven't you realized that this friend is comfortable on being with you and is forgetting all their blues with your presence. 

I know that there are no "prefect friend" in this physical world but I think it is quiet offensive to reply "tinatamad ako e" or "next time nalang" to this person who is in badly shape and is needing somebody to talk to. Better yet, have at least a bit of sensitivity telling your friend "Di ako pwede e, anu ba nangyari?" or "Set up naten the other day" that at least the person can sense that you are a friend enough and is concerned with his sentiments.

I, myself is not a perfect friend either but I just learned that i should be a better friend when I just tried cascading messages to my friends earlier about that message above and 90% of them just told me... "tinatamad ako..." and that's it. after realization I come up that I shouldn't do this to my friend though they just did that to me.

It is actually quite offensive that those friends who replied you that message are the one you are valuing the most, they're the one you cannot refuse whenever they sent you messages like that and yet it seems like the friendship you have with them isn't what they have for you. and those who are not that valuable to you has been open armed to talk to you about all your miseries.

To that simple person who is willing to be with me tonight: I wanna thank you (you know who you are)

and to those who refuses my call: I was hurt and disappointed but don't worry you know me I am Mr.Understanding

well, I guess world is just like that you cannot have the same people you can share your laughter and sorrow at the same time.

and now... I'll just spend this friggin night with that only person who has been true to me.

THANKS for reading and NO APOLOGIES please... I just said I understand.

Thanks.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Worst Job Performance Ever


Photo from hrpeople monster
The highlight of this year for me will be my Career. I have experienced a lot of stress at work and they are not just simple stresses ... for me it test my personality, my willingness and my eagerness to commit my goal and it seems everything is fading.

Earlier this year when I realized that I was Burnout, I admit that all the reasons why I love my work faded away. But then, I still tried to stay to see if there will be a second chance and yet I've regained my self with A New Beginning... I actually performed well and there are lots of people who knew me who were amazed with my performance after that time until a sad issue came up that I think started all my dramas recently.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Partying: The Night after our Thesis Proposal


I bet that you have read on my previous article (My Thesis Proposal) that we have successfully passed and was approved for thesis proposal right? It was actually last September 6, 2013 and it was friday and so we decided to of course to celebrate our victory at that night.
thanks to Free Vector for the image

As usual we had that celebration on our favorite party place in Malolos as it is a very good place, very accessible and the price of the products are very much reasonable and of course the place never disappoint us. Oh! I've been loving loud music plus couple of beers when I am getting old haha

We are always going in this bar. In fact, most of the crews, managers and people who love to hang out in this bar could recognize us whenever we get in and we keep on coming back because of the good party it brings us but I guess not that particular night and let me tell you what happened...

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Ms. World 2013 is Megan Young!!


This blog entry to commend our dear Ms.Philippines World - Megan Young on bagging the title for Ms.World 2013 - first time in the Philippine History.

from abscbn news
It was last August 2013 when the search for the representative for Miss World known as Miss World Philippines has been held and this young lady grab the title. I was astonished that she did join the pageant and I wonder that above all the pageant, why Miss World Philippines?

But then, this girl just made the perfect decision as last September 28, 2013 she just made it and bring home the first ever Philippine crown for Miss World.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Three Heartless Girls


got this from Facebook

There was a photo that has gone viral in social networking sites about three girls who were doing something...

at first the picture is just like usual, there are 3 girls smiling in front of the camera so I never seem to mind at first until I scrolled down a bit more and some of my friends are commenting "these girls are so cruel!" and "they should've experience what they've done to that poor dog!" so on and so forth, so I got curious.

When I tried to click and enlarge the picture, I finally conclude why they are saying these "cursing" words as the picture emphasize how these three girls stepping on a month old (I guess) helpless puppy and there is a video, yes! how shameless these girls are.. they uploaded their video as if they are so proud of what they are doing. But I never watched that vid, I know it'll only breaks my heart.

My reaction is, how can this girl be so heartless and just do it to that poor dog. How can they be so heartless on brutally stepping on that dog asking for some mercy on not doing it to him/her and how they could take it and just look how it died. What if they're the one in the position of the dog? I wonder if they could bear the pain, asking for some mercy and some chance  of living at least.

I can't really understand why there are people like this who are still existing considering the fact that these girls are matured enough to consider things that way.

I am hoping and praying that the dog will have justice on what happened to him/her and so that these heartless girls will knew what they did wrong and so that others will not do what they just did. I am hoping that the agencies such as PAWS (Philippine Animal Welfare Society) and PETA (People for Ethical Treatment for Animals) will do something about this.

from Facebook


and my dear people, animals are also a living thing and all they need is just the freedom to live right why can't we give it to them? it is not necessary to adopt or love them, just let them live courteously then that is more than enough they are not doing any harm to us anyway so it won't hurt if we'll treat them right in fact, that'll be a peace of mind.


    

Sunday, September 29, 2013

REACTIVATING

I have been so busy for quiet a while and my laptop got a virus thus I have to send it to the repair shop and so I am back on blogging again.

I have been out for quiet long and I can assure you my dear followers that I have encountered such a lot of things during that time period that I wanted to share with you folks.

It's just that i'll pause here for a while I still have to work on that blog entry and so you better wach out and keep on checking

3inastynurses are now ready to be naughty again... In 3....2....1


from the blog warriornation

Saturday, September 28, 2013

My Thesis Proposal



I know that this could be late but I still wanted to share my experience during my Thesis Proposal.

It was August 16, 2013 (Friday) and since it was my off at work I decided to go to school to submit my entry for thesis proposal and of course it is still for validation but the person who will validate if I am qualified or not is on vacation leave and so i have to go back by Monday in the afternoon but since I am working at night and I am asleep in the afternoon I confidently asked him if I could make it by Tuesday morning and we both agreed

August 20, 2013 (Tuesday) morning, I went to this person and present my thesis proposal and I was stunned. I am expecting that this person will be impressed as I believed I did my best to revise all the criticism of the panelist during the title proposal but I shouldn't expect I suppose. As this person have found a lot of flaws on my work and he is correct in all of it (He would,'t be the Research Coordinator if he is not) and I almost cry after leaving his office not because of the changes but the fact that I have to revise it and submit it within 3 days.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

My First Year in my Current Employer



from Grace Lutheran Church


August 20, 2012 when I stepped in the building of this company and started as a newbie or trainee. My first day has been so comfortable compared to my previous one as everybody has been so friendly and they're all approaching me to make friends. 

Everyday has been tremendous and our (me and my batch mates) bonding has been so solid as we ought to hang out at least weekly just to have some fun. We also have been in struggles that almost all of us are intimidated with some of our colleagues and we wanted to put some clash but we ought not to as we wanted to stand out professionals until we make it through. 

But as days go by, they're slowly being gone. I bet that this is not the field they wanted so they ought to find the path where they do belong and yes, we understand and I am happy that almost all of them were in a happy place now until only 3 (from 24) of us left.

We call ourselves the final 3 as we commend ourselves on staying and being happy still with what our employer is giving us aside from all the disappointments and struggles sometimes we still stood firm.

But one of us left and she is one of my best friend in this company and worst, she left 2 days before we shall celebrate our first year in the institution and I suddenly felt extreme sadness though there still one of my batch staying with me but I know that there might be a time that he or I might left.

I think these people became so important to me that I don't wanna lose them but who am I to stop them from what will make them happy? 

at the end of the day, I appreciate that these people still getting in touch with me somehow and I am just wishing for their success and I also wish that I could get through this somehow.

I suppose that I shouldn't leave yet. There are a lot of times I asked myself if I am  now ready to leave. There are lots of factor that triggers me to do so, but honestly my heart has been captured by this institution and I told myself to never leave unless I have made a great contribution here and I just hope that I could influence my one and only friend left.

somehow, I just celebrated my anniversary alone it's his (my sole batch mate left) rest day when August 20, 2013 came in, and I just stayed at home. what a Happy Anniversary then? lol but still, I am so glad and I am so proud to myself that I have made it in a year though there are lot of struggles, depression and desperation I have been through and cheers to that!

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Demotivated

from loveMyMuscles

This month of August has been so harsh to me so far. There are lots of disappointment happenings and I don't know how to stop them and they're still keep on coming.

First day of August I think will be the harshest as I have heard the saddest news of my entire career. I have been working so hard and maintaining my quality performance at work as I know and  am very vocal that I wanted to move forward before I reach my 1st year. I am pretty sure that I'll be having the qualifications as I was able to make it and I am even being recognized by bossess of a job well done but as the list has been brought I am not even on one of the candidates for promotion and it really makes me so frustrated and as per the reason: my behavior. I am not frustrated of the people who gave me that disciplinary action, yeah! I admit there are some incidence that I have been so extremely tardy and what makes me so frustrated is the fact that I caused myself a big trouble just because of that shallow thing and puts me in a big disappointment. I have been so emotional after that day. Maybe it's just that, I expect too much.

I thought that my August dilemma will just end that way. But then, my performance has been affected. My scores are getting low - actually extremely and unbelievably low and it seems like it is pulling me never to step forward anymore.

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Just A Pretty Face

from adnanramin

He look so nice, he is not that so handsome actually he is not that heartthrob but he really has a pretty face. I seldom commend people on having a good face but I so envy this man’s face. It is so fair; a face that you may want to look in the mirror all the time. I was so intimidated.

Look! I am not having gay feelings to this guy and I am not worshipping this guy either. I just wanted to commend him about the asset that he has. Sometimes, I wanted to talk to him and ask him what is his secret thus I can do it as well but it seems like I don’t have the guts to talk to him. I just admire him secretly.

But the attitude of this guy is a total turn off. I visited one my previous team mate in her new desk and have a nice chit chat then when a gay guy visited us, he is one of our friends too and he is a bit louder than me.

Monday, July 8, 2013

June 2013 Nursing Licensure Examination Results

from Scoop Boy

It has been announced yesterday July 8, 2013 by the Philippine Regulatory Commission that among 37,887 takers only 16,219 which is 42.80 % were announced as newly Registered nurses as they successfully passed the recent June 2013 Nursing Licensure Examination.

The alleged exam has been Top Rank by three schools or Universities who got a perfect 100% passing rate as all of their examinees passed and these schools are: West Visayas State University - La Paz, Cebu Normal University and the ever consistent University of the Philippines

and here are the list of the top performing schools


Saturday, June 22, 2013

Have a Sense of Credibility



For me, one of the greatest characteristic that everybody must have is CREDIBILITY. Credibility will define person to have responsibility on every action he or she must be taking and that is by merely having the K-S-A thingy; Knowledge Skills and the Attitude and if you have these things then for sure you would have a good credibility.

from Women of HR

As a professional credibility is a very important thing. Who would think you are competent without this asset. Who would believe an educator who does not know what he or she is preaching all about? Who would trust a banking associate who does not know how to count at all? Who would eat the food prepared by a chef who does not know how to cook at all? Who would believe a doctor who does not know what ill means? Who would like to be cared by a nurse who does not know any knowledge about medicine? So on and so forth and it only simply means that credibility is a primary ingredient to become professional.

But this credibility does not only applicable to profession this must be elicited on our daily lives. Being not credible will hurt people. Let us say “Keeping Promises” as an example, you must be credible enough to know that you have the responsibility to let that promise put in to action unless somebody will be disappointed and somebody might be hurt and it’s not a good thing to hurt people and yeah! We are not all perfect and we might also not be that perfectly credible to never make mistakes but at least we should try to avoid being not credible or better yet, never gave a word at all, provide expectations and disclaimer.

I have been so disappointed lately with my friends who used to be so not credible and it sucks! I am a type of a person that if I say a word then I will surely do it because I am practicing credibility, I am mature enough to practice this not just in my profession but in my daily sequence and of course, I don’t want to hurt somebody’s feelings. But I think my mistake is that, I am thinking that people in my age supposed to render what I am rendering and thinking what I am thinking and I am always disappointed whenever there are words or promises that were just broken without any valid reason at all and it not just happen once but a lot of times.


To make the story short just simple be Credible on what we are doing. By means of this, will help us practice professionalism and keep our love ones too. Let us be responsible on our every action and let us always put to it that we are doing this because we are good persons, we don’t want to lose them because Credibility will avoid disappointments and will make us good and spirited human too.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

My Cebu-Bohol Trip

After 2 months of my Boaracay Birthday Getaway I feel so bored again thus I invited my friends to go to Cebu or Bohol and so they all agreed. Nah! I am just kidding this trip has been planned several months from now and the pressure in this trip is my budget. Remember I just had my Boracay Trip part 2 and the budget there is not a joke so I really starved and spend less the past 2 months just to save money and accomplish this Cebu Trip without any hustle.

So last June 3, 2012 I have packed my things and met my friends to go there. Our flight is around 6:30p.m and yet we're not yet in the airport at around 6 o'clock due to some revenge done by one of our companion which is not good in this type of events. he have been an hour late. so we arrived later. Luckily, the plane did not depart that early and we came in just exactly on time. Wew!

We arrived in Cebu before the expected time and it seems like nothing so unusual it feels like we are still in Manila. it is very urband-ized and the weather and environment is just the same. We never did anything on our first night and just took our time to sleep as we have to wake up earlier the other day.

When we arrived at Tubigon
Port, Bohol
We left my friend's aunt house (where we spent our first night) at around 5:30 in the morning just not to catch up the sought traffic to go to the pier and Yes! to the pier because we all planned to spend our 2nd and 3rd day in Bohol for just P235 and 50 minutes. You'll reach Tubigon, Bohol and there our tour guide is waiting for us.

The tour comprises, 8 hours in 14 tourist destination of bohol at a very affordable price and Oh! I fell in love with Bohol. The province is so plain and simple hence there are still a lot of hidden and preserve treasures and spots that I am sure will capture your heart.





Friday, May 31, 2013

Most Wonderful Creature


picture from dig my dog
I have been so depressed when I heard the news that a dog has been hit brutally by a man just because this dog is trying to protect his masters house from this man who's happen to be a burglar and the dog has been so weak after, he can't even stand and walk, his face is so inflammed and his eyes has been blood-filled.

Another news, I have heard is when a security guard somewhere else hits the dog using a golf club, he has been constantly hitting the dog though the dog isn't fighting back and is just staying in the corner receiving this brutal reaction of the security guard and the defense of the guard? he is just trying to avoid the dog because customers of their establishment are being scared as if the dog might bite. yeah! that might be real, but do he have to hit the dog that hard? What if i'll do the same thing to him and I'll just say "I'm trying to avoid him" after? I wonder how he would react.

I always wonder how people could hurt species who can't fight back, is it because we always wanted to be superior in everything. It does not mean that we are human and we are superior beings then we could do anything on things inferior than us. In fact it defines our being human by how we treat things inferior than of us

I admit that I have been so insensitive when I was not yet a pet lover but everything changes when my first pet came. They thought me how to love unconditionally and they thought me that everything in this earth has its own value.

Friday, May 17, 2013

My Thesis Title Defense


These are my three titles 
I am cramming! I remember that it'll be a day before my thesis title defense and yet I am not prepared. My materials are not yet ready and I don't have any presentations ready yet and aside from that I still have to go to work and right after that will be hours before that defense. Luckily, I have made it but it only gave me only 4 hours to sleep and prepare for work.

I really don't know what'll happen it's just happen the day went away and I can really feel the pressure that day. 

I came in half an hour earlier than my scheduled time and what added my pressure is that my Thesis adviser is not yet there, I am so sad that time because I really wanted to meet this young woman who I have heard a lot of things of, however I am being given a new adviser and this adviser is not so new to me thus, I know that I am in good hands.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

2013 Philippine Election



May 13, 2013 - Monday. It'll be a holiday as this day is the 2013 Philippines Senatorial Election wherein Filipino community have to choose 12 senators to complete the 24 seats in legislature that will be the representatives of Filipinos and will study, pass and implements bill who are beneficial to their countrymen. Aside from senators will also be the Governors and Mayors election in Towns, Cities, Municipalities and Provinces and people who will filled the position will be the one to take care of these people in particular area.

But to tell you honestly, this has been the election that does not have any impact to me. For me, there isn;t any senator that reached my expectations and that I am thinking that nobody deserves to fill that position. There are some of the candidates who I actually thought a very reliable one but not until I knew their real personality after the recent intriguing political event on us e.g. The Chief Justice Impeachment Trial, Anti-Cyber Bullying Act debate, The RH Bill Act debate etc. For me there are some or should I say most of them did not gave what is right for everybody but just what is right for them

Cynthia Villar discriminated blue collar job professionals such as nurses, Nancy Binay does not have any edge at all and experience and so as Grace Poe and Bam Aquino who just hide under their parents or relative's skirts. Chiz Escuderro has been entering show business and is having relationship with a younger actress giving her luxurious thing e.g. a P5 Million worth of watch though he only said on his SALN (Statement of Account on Liabilities and Networks) that he only have P4M in it so where he gets the money then? Richard Gordon, is never been fair he is always pro-foreigners advantages, Alan Cayetano seems to always have black propaganda destroying images of other competitors, JC De los Reyes has always been a newbie and I always wonder why he wanted to jump into a senator wherein he only became a Councilor, Koko Pimentel is like fond of vengeance and I think is only running for some revenge. Bro.Eddie Villanueva, i really don't know why he wanted to enter politics though he does not have any experience at all, yeah he might not be that corrupt but how can he handle us then if he does not have any knowledge at all? I don't know I really don't have any personal pick and this is my opinion.

I was not impress with Party List as well, Ang Ladlad Party List (A party list for lesbian, transgenders, bisexuals and gay community) who had won last time - I never felt their existence. and I am looking forward to Ang Nars Party List however I don't know their platform and if they're for the Nurses rights then why they didn't react to Villar's statement about us? I guess they're just the same with PNA (Philippine Nurses Association)

I love my homeland and I love the Philippines however there are only few people I think will never dissapoint me if I gave them my trust and hopes. but as of now, I cannot see that there will be new beginning for the Philippines if people will not think before they choose the right one for us. Qualification is not being considered and Fame and Trusting them is not enough. they have to be qualified as well. Let us set our standards people, Think intensively.

and at the end of the day, I did not registered for voting as I have mention: none of them meet my standards.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

A New Beginning



It has been 8 months since I became a pioneer of my current team at work and aside from my our manager and supervisor we are all newbie we are all 13 then and another 3 was added into the team and it has been our team since then. But since some of us were going there are also somebody coming and the bottom line is that I have been a witness how our current team struggles every month, how our team tried so hard to make it on top and how our team members love and enjoy the company of one another. We are all friends, we are all family.

But nothing is permanent in this world aside from change thus the team that I have been working for almost a year now will be disseminated to other teams; well all teams will be experiencing the same too. We are all 11 and we will be thrown to 3 other teams: 3 of us will remain, 6 will be transferred to one of the top performing. 1 will be transferred to a new team and I (only me) will be thrown to a team wherein everyone is new to each other and I will be with this new team 2 days from now.  

Monday, April 22, 2013

Disappointed


This Picture was taken in Nasugbu Batangas way back 2011

I don’t know but I feel so disappointed lately with myself, with the people around me and with everything that is about me. It seems like everything that is happening is not right and that disappointment depresses me, I feel so sad every day.

I really thought that this month will be good to me as aside from my Birthday, I started it in a very enjoy way and spend my first 4 days of the month with my favorite place in the Philippines (next to our home) but then after that it seems like everything went wrong.

My first salary of the month is not the one I am expecting and it’s a bit disappointing to see. And then, I was not allowed to join our company summer outing and team building as I have been in a very long vacation and I was asked to stay and facilitate. I also tried to do a perfect attendance without any tardiness and I did my best to that but it seems like destiny does not want to give me a perfect score with it. Our department and team members will be dispersed and shuffle thus I have to socialize again and of course leaving my friends company behind is disappointing plus my friends, I am so disappointed with them as I cannot feel them especially in times of this disappointments in me. I know that the reasons I stated might be so shallow but these pretty little things does mean a lot to me and I am hoping that being with them will help me ease it, unfortunately they’re not there, they’re all too busy and it addends another disappointment in me.

I have been desperate to have fun and I keep on inviting people in facebook I am not that familiar with to go out with me and when everything was set up I just backed out, I thought I wouldn’t enjoy if I am not with the right person/s, so I just stayed at home and spend it with the one of the most loved my dogs.

Last time my boss pulled me and we had a great-job-a-bit-personal conversation and he asked me

“You’ve been late for 3 days, what’s happening?”

I just went mute and later on I answered “I am getting demotivated to come in to work boss”
And he waits for me to tell him why

“I feel so alone… and it makes me so sad” I seriously said, am I too dramatic in this part.

My boss didn’t say a thing about that, he know what I mean and I know he cannot resolve my problem.
While traveling going home, I just thought that: Are these the symptoms of getting old single?

Haix, if that is the reason then that’s a sad thing and that’s another disappointment L

Friday, April 12, 2013

Simply Accept Your Friends Whoever they are....


Photo from Second life


“He is gay pala, he did not tell us then I don’t wanna be his friend na” I was stunned when one of my friends named Gab tell me this after we just hang out with one of our friend whose gender is so mysterious as there are lots of speculations that he is not a straight guy.

“Napaka- Judgemental mo naman (You’re so judgemental)” I told him after his statement as I ought to disagree with what he just said.

I even recall the moment that Ryan (not his real name, the one whose gender is so mysterious) became our friend, he is so cool and it seems like he does like our company. We hang out sometimes and he is freaking awesome and he is one of the type of friend I wanted to have. But the thing makes his gender mysterious are his movements, they’re a bit feminine, his voice is so soft as well and he has a lot of guy friends who are mostly got the looks.

One time I asked Ryan “Are you straight Ryan?” without any hesitations

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Boracay Part 2


The Beautiful Sunset in Boracay

As I have said before (you may see my previous blog We Gora sa Bora (We went to Boracay) ) we were supposed to be four during our first visit to Boracay but unfortunately an unexpected and unavoidable thing happened to one of my peers thus only me and my friend George went there last November and since we will never let that just slipped we booked another trip to Boracay and finally we were complete this time and it all happened during my birthday week: April 1-4 (actually, mine and Paola’s birthday), we spent our birthdays in a 4 days 3 nights stay in one of my favorite place aside from home: BORACAY, in Kalibo, Aklan, Philippines.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Happy Birthday to me :)


Picture from The Candy Perfume Boy


My Birthday was last April 3, and actually when the year 2013 just started one of my fear is to have my birthday, sounds weird right? but it seems like I am really getting old and now, I know how does older people feel whenever they're having their birthdays as if it is a combination of happiness and fear somehow.

Happiness as they just had their birthdays! they were given another year in this life and fear that they're getting old yet there are lots of things that they wanted to do and it seems like time is so fast and will really never allow them to do those things in an instant.

But I still thank God that he really made my day so very special. There are lots of people who greeted my that day who wishes me good luck on my career, a good health and especially love life (this has been their wish for a long time, then why it is not happening yet??? lol) and aside from that I celebrated my whole birth day with my friends who has been so close to my heart and that happens to one of my favorite places (aside from HOME) here in the Philippines ----- BORACAY!!! (gonna blog that soon)

Though I am getting old and success in career and in love life seems cannot be seen yet, I still wanted to thank God for letting me realize that in my existence I have gained a lot of friends who is always there for me (though they're hurting me sometimes choz!), that he had showered me blessings and never let us down, and of course for giving me a wonderful though not that Ideal family who is always there waiting for me to get home, supports me 100% in all of my endeavors and love me unconditionally.

So Happy Birthday to me :)


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