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Thursday, April 10, 2014

The AWKWARDNESS After I Rendered My Resignation


It is a day before my rest day when I submitted this piece of paper to my boss telling that I wanted to leave in 30 days and it is then followed by 4 days of rest days. During those days that I am out of office I have received a lot of message what came up to me to make those decisions and in fact one of my friend talked to me about it and gave me some piece of advice if I have to go or not to and the ambivalence occurs after but then, the rest days are gone and it's now back at work but I am still decided about pursuing that decision.

I was not late this time. I came in early but I am not that excited unlike before and as I came in a lot of friends in the office came in and trying to confirm if what they've heard is correct or I am just giving them a good joke for the April's fools day. But I said I am serious and I have the papers ready and signed.

thanks for the photo willtravellife

Yes it is! because I am still doing my job patiently, perfectly and with quality. I am about to leave but I found myself doing my best with my last few days.

Yes it is awkward as I am working with my best and true friends who are one of the reason why it makes me so hard to leave but I just cannot hold on.

Yes it is very awkward because there is my boss and we are not even talking and looking at each other. I feel ashamed. there is this one time that I have to talk to him because I need to be absent on a certain date but it takes a lot of try for me to approach him and when I do there is a beat in my heart and I feel so kind talking to him wherein I used to be very casual.

it is now not comfortable to move after I rendered my resignation because I know that if I do too much it'll be harder for me to say goodbye if I can only hold on I tell myself. However, my performance continuously soaring (not bragging) and I decided that before I leave I wanted to leave them in a right way that I left them with good scores and not with problems.

as of today, I am still decided to go. I think that is still the right decision.

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Yo' Shawty! It's my Birthday!!

forgive me with my selfies IG: drew_slut06

April 3 was actually my Birthday and it's not that exciting like my previous ones as my petition of a one (1) week vacation leave was denied and as they say it is because of my previous week leaves as well and that it is becoming a habit and they never granted it though it is  for my special day and so I am being sadder as the day is coming and this is actually what triggers me to render my resignation.

My shift that day is at 12 am and so if I'll come to office it'll be my birthday. I dressed so well that night and have my smile on my face as I started the shift but nobody seems to know. NOBODY in the office is even GREETING ME!! even my boss who has my profile! I am even telling them "Are you free later for breakfast???" or "Let's drink!!" but they used to snob me I just thought that they might surprise me with something but there are only few who greeted me and they're not even part of my team. Damn, I am starting to sulk. and so the shift ends we all walked home together and still they don't have any plans. Until one of them checked their FB and found out

"Oh My God! Drew!! Happy Birthday!!" she said and they all greeted me but the thing is they really don't know that it is my Birthday. I don't know if I'll feel happy or still feel sulk that time. I know that I am so emotional because I am supposed to be somewhere and now my friends doesn't know it is my special day. 

Anyway, they all pay back the shift after but as I said. "It's not my Birthday na! It's already April 4" haha and there are some gifts and kiss and hugs etc plus the food prepared by my sister for me I can say that it is still a happy birthday. 

I may not have a perfect birthday this year unlike last year wherein I celebrated it in BORACAY huhu but I am still thankful that I was given another year to live and notice real people who treasures me as well. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me and to all who is celebrating their BIRTHDAYS as well

Thanks for the Cakes and Photo hotelberna

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