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“I noticed that you’ve changed” one of my good friends at work told me after she listened how I interact with one of our customers. This customer won’t listen to me and it makes me so pissed, I am almost exchanging shouts with this customer and became so sarcastic in an instance and after that conversation my friend approaches me and tell me those words.
“What do you mean?” I replied
“Why you so easily irritated lately? Is there something wrong?” she asked
“am I?” I wondered
I suddenly got silent. “Is there something wrong?” I asked myself. I know there is something wrong and I just don’t know what specifically it is. I easily got so annoyed with my boss. I am cramming for my thesis. I am so disappointed with my friends. I am having hardships financially lately. I am pissed with my job performance though I exerted all my efforts in it. I am craving for some rest. There are some small frequent argument between me and my sister. There are a lot of things happened to me lately and most of them are not good. Just as I thought that 2013 will be good to me as it is year of a snake. Just as I thought that it’ll be better because 2012 has been so good to me… But I was wrong. And maybe these are the reasons why there is something wrong with me. The year is about to end but then there are only few good things happened almost all were not.
So I wondered how shall I regain myself then? I tried almost everything but they seem to turn out not so well.