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| This Picture was taken in Nasugbu Batangas way back 2011 |
I don’t know but I feel so disappointed
lately with myself, with the people around me and with everything that is about
me. It seems like everything that is happening is not right and that disappointment
depresses me, I feel so sad every day.
I really thought that this month
will be good to me as aside from my Birthday, I started it in a very enjoy way
and spend my first 4 days of the month with my favorite place in the
Philippines (next to our home) but then after that it seems like everything
went wrong.
My first salary of the month is
not the one I am expecting and it’s a bit disappointing to see. And then, I was
not allowed to join our company summer outing and team building as I have been
in a very long vacation and I was asked to stay and facilitate. I also tried to
do a perfect attendance without any tardiness and I did my best to that but it
seems like destiny does not want to give me a perfect score with it. Our
department and team members will be dispersed and shuffle thus I have to socialize
again and of course leaving my friends company behind is disappointing plus my
friends, I am so disappointed with them as I cannot feel them especially in
times of this disappointments in me. I know that the reasons I stated might be
so shallow but these pretty little things does mean a lot to me and I am hoping
that being with them will help me ease it, unfortunately they’re not there,
they’re all too busy and it addends another disappointment in me.
“You’ve been late for 3 days,
what’s happening?”
I just went mute and later on I answered
“I am getting demotivated to come in to work boss”
And he waits for me to tell him
why
My boss didn’t say a thing about
that, he know what I mean and I know he cannot resolve my problem.
While traveling going home, I
just thought that: Are these the symptoms of getting old single?
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